The clothes of myself.

I want to wear myself like I wear my favorite t-shirt. Or like I wear my ugly sweatshirt when I'm feeling lazy. Or like I wear my really uncomfortable heels when I feel like I need to look and act older and sexy. After all, where lies the difference between wearing a garment and wearing a self? I am so many things. I can choose to put on one or the other when I wake up in the morning. Today I strut content. Yesterday I donned determined and motivated. Tomorrow I may try on nervous. I wonder if i'll get complimented on my new look, or if I'll find that maybe it's not as comfortable as it felt it would be in the dressing room. Does a look have to be seen? Does it have to be a physical, touchable entity covering my skin?

Today I wear my self. Tomorrow I wear myself. But between the 48 hours, I may look very different. I may walk between two worlds of fashion without ever changing the cotton material on my body. And that doesn't make me any less of a model.

The Story of Me

I am:

kids. unhealthy food. strive for health. unabashed. sister. daughter. girl. little girl. lazy. ashamed of lazy. romantic. dreamy. realistic. motivated. sad. unfleetingly happy. rain that knows what it wants. timeline of good things. virgin. irritatingly, boringly the same. wanting. hurting. excited. disappointed in people i never thought possible. introspectively intraspective. sunny. wondering. ice creamy. jealous. hopelessly hopeful. fall leafing. lonely. unimpressed. inspired. worried. impressed. adventure bound. bound. innocent. gamer. disney day. sweyolakan. hot. mexican. ecuadorian. spooky. lovely.

I am me.